When I'm alone and listening to music, I often find myself picturing the situation as if I were being filmed. It's strange. I imagine the song to be non-diegetic and I imagine the camera angles and the story behind it. Why am I here? Where am I going? Who am I? Why is the song playing? What is that man thinking? What is that girl listening to? Why is she sad? It's fucking weird. It's even worse that I kind of, feel how my character feels, like it isn't me, just a nameless faceless face. If the song is a sad song it is reflective. It can't be good that I refer to parts of myself as characters, right?

Who knows.